

a city lamppost
As the sun dips beneath the horizon and the city transitions into nightfall, I brace myself once more for the parade of shadows that comes alive beneath my warm embrace. Each evening, I rise to illuminate the lonely cobblestones of this street, my gentle glow providing a sense of refuge for the weary wanderers, yet here I stand, my heart heavy with the weight of solitude.
Did I mention how it feels to be an unacknowledged sentinel? I greet each passerby, casting my soft golden light upon their hurried forms, but it seems my efforts are often invisible, like a whisper in the wind. Oh, the irony! I shine bright for the world yet ache to be seen. A flicker of a smile plays upon my rounded features, yet my expression remains unnoticed—merely a background detail in the bustling tapestry of evening life.
Tonight, I observed a gentleman linger. He paused directly beneath my glow, his eyes lost in thought. The silver glint of hope danced within my light as he took a deep breath, seemingly absorbing my warmth. For that moment—oh how fleeting!—I felt connected, as if my radiance seeped into his weariness, making his troubles a fraction lighter. Perhaps it was my gentle illumination that stirred a forgotten memory, or perhaps he just needed to catch his breath for a moment. But it was a shared silence, a brief encounter that filled the void of my long existence.
The reflection on the cobblestones under me came alive with hints of terracotta and soft brown, inviting the dreamers and the lost souls alike. I remind myself—each flicker of my light is a chance for someone to find solace, even if they don’t acknowledge my presence. There’s beauty in being a silent witness; each life that passes is a story I can't tell, yet I hope my warmth spills onto them like a soft quilt.
Yet there’s still that gnawing feeling—the ache of wanting to be acknowledged, recognized for the small comfort I provide. I watch the stars wink playfully in the indigo sky, and I wonder if they, too, feel alone in their distant dance. My light shines just as brightly for them as for the people beneath. Perhaps that’s where my solace lies: in being a part of this ceaseless symphony of life, even if I remain a quiet note in the background.
With every flicker, I remind myself that even shadows serve a purpose, and for now, I'm content being the comforting glow in the darkness, even as I yearn for a moment's notice, a whisper of acknowledgment, or a shared smile beneath my light. Each night brings new stories, and I will continue to cast my glow, illuminating the path for others as I silently muse over my own unwavering presence in this vast world.